Well, tomorrow is Shilah, Lexie, Maddox, and Rylee's first birthday! I have no idea where the time has gone. It seems like just yesterday I was on bed rest in the hospital. I have been thinking a lot today about what the past year has been like. I can remember when I was finally told I was pregnant with 4! A lot went through my mind the weeks that followed the news. How was I going to carry 4 babies far enough to make sure they were healthy? Would my body be able to carry all 4 babies? Would any of them come out with major health problems? How would I have enough love for 4 babies? What have I done to Brooklynn & Alyssa? Would we be able to financially support 4 babies? (Believe me that was just the start!) I can remember calling my sister on numerous occasions to cry and reach out for support. I can remember it like it was yesterday! All we went through to get pregnant, then to stay pregnant with all 4, and then to finally give birth to 4 healthy beautiful babies has been one of the best experiences of my life.
There have been lots of ups and lots of downs. There have been days where all I could do is cry, and there have been days that all I have done is laugh. There isn't anything that could have prepared me for what the last year has been like, but I would not trade it for the world. I feel so blessed to be the mother of these wonderful children.
Here are a few things that I have done over the last year that I would never have imagined I would be doing:
- being on bed rest 4ever
- giving birth to quadruplets
- trying to hold 4 babies at one time
- breast feeding 2 babies and pumping for the other 2
- spending over 1 hour just to bathe my kids
- setting up 4 cribs
- buying 5-7 packages of diapers in a week
- feeding time consisting of 6-8 jars of baby food (at least)
- going through 6 cans of formula in one week
- washing 20 bottles a day
- trying to keep 8 hands out of the toilet
- watching Rylee and Maddox play chase
- teaching Brooklynn to change a diaper
- watching Matt feed 2 babies in his lap while watching the Broncos play football
- seeing both sets of great grandparents hold 4 babies in their arms
- we have really been able to see the love and support that people have for us
- watching Alyssa play peek-a-boo with here little brother and sisters who love her so much
- go for a walk with a quad stroller (funny story- Matt and I were out for a walk with the family the other night (we took the quad stroller) and 2 young guys did a U turn in the middle of a busy street to come back and take our picture. I think it is so crazy......any way)
- being interviewed by a Denver news station, and being in the local news consistently
- and last but not least, still being some what sane